what a way to waste my life

so tired...

haven't slept for 30 hours now...

i can feel my body floating...

nicotine...

it runs in my blood...

i hate it...

but i cant resist it...

who ever invented cigarette should be praised for it...

he invented the most addictive thing of all time...

long live mr. marlboro man...

hahaha

hope you die with cancer...

why do i take this stuff anyway?

it only makes my lungs go weaker everyday...

i'm not getting any younger with it

lessen my chances of getting older...

but i can't help it

i gotta have it

i must have it...

i'm addicted to it...

i love the way it touches my mouth...

far more better than some girls i know way back in highschool...

hahaha

if this thing is a girl...

she'll be the best kisser in the world...

and it's a guy...

don't even wanna think about it...

hahaha

it gives me satisfaction...

relaxation...

peace of mind...

whew

what a way to waste my life...