please answer me

8/18/10 12:33am

This is my first time to write a blog... everything is prepared... 

cigarettes check, ashtray check, background music check, dim lights check, text mates check, phone divert check...

just moments ago i was talking on the phone with my x girlfriend...

she wanted me to play this online game called zx destiny with her...

i downloaded the game...

while downloading i opened my facebook and check for friends updates...

then suddenly, something caught my attention...

i saw a picture of my x... the same girl who asked me to play the game...

in the picture there is a guy...

his recent boyfriend...

 i wanted to ignore it

but i cant help but to look at it

i click on the guys photo

search it

and hates what i saw...

i saw their characters ingame...

and a load of screen shots...

teary eyes...

should i play the game?

can i bear seeing them ingame?

what should i do?

should i pretend not knowing whats happening?

i hate it

i feel like so stupid...

she's just my x...

she don't belong to me any more...

i must move on...

but how?

i still care for her...

i still love her...

somebody?

any body?

please answer me...