Sunday, August 22, 2010

"i wanna be a kid"


 
what do you wanna be when you grow up?

probably the most popular question to a kid...

during my early age...
when i know nothing about the female anatomy...
all stinky and dirty and runs in the rain butt naked...
my usual answer to that question is...
"i want to be a pilot"

other kids my age would probably say
"i want to be a doctor"
"a teacher"
"an astronaut"

kids always aim high...
that's the spirit kid...

but that was just the first part of dreaming...

when i reach school and learned how to use the pencil and paper the right way...
i said to my mom...
"i want to be a painter"
which my mom hates...
cause our house turned out to be my canvas...
i have my art work on every wall of our house...

when i turned high school and learned how to drink beer...
i said to my self...
"i want to be a teacher"
i wanna educate people...
i was so amused by the way my teachers handle me...
even though i'm not the kind of student they want me to be...

college...
lots of girls... 
lots of prospects...
the peak of having a wild kind of life...
i don't wanna be a teacher no more...
"i wanna be rich... i wanna be famous... i wanna be every little bikini girls dream guy..."
but there's a problem...
how?

the dream became bigger...
every step i take...
every phase in life that i walk on through change as my environment change...
 the path became bigger...
the road became longer...
the questions more difficult than it was when i was a kid...

3am...
sitting on a chair...
trying to get a sleep...
i wanna answer that question...
what do i wanna be?

"i wanna be a kid..."

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